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The atmosphere around the dinner table is warm, despite the undercurrent of what's to come. Anne, with her
nurturing presence, insisted on cooking tonight, filling the penthouse with the comforting aromas of a home-
cooked meal.
She's always known how to make any place feel like a home, and tonight is no different. We're all here for Abby,
to help her understand and cope with the loss that needs to be explained.
I'm dreading it. | think the only thing worse than feeling pain is seeing other people's pain and not being able to
help. Seeing my daughter's pain is not something I'm looking forward to.
Jayden sits at the head of the table, his presence steady and reassuring. There's a confidence about him despite
what he's personally going through. | can tell he's put his difficulties aside to focus on our family unit tonight.
I've never felt that way before with him.
Abby is beside him, her little legs swinging under the chair as she eagerly eats the meal Anne prepared. She's
really missed Anne being in her daily life.
Cass is across from her, quiet but staying composed.
| sit next to Abby, watching her closely, knowing the questions that are going to follow dinner.
As we finish eating. Abby looks up atwith those big, curious eyes. "Mommy, when is Grandma Lucy coming
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My heart tightens, and | glance at Jayden, who givesa small nod, signaling his support. | take a deep breath,
reaching out to hold Abby's small hand in mine. "Sweetheart, there's something we need to talk about." Abby
tilts her head, sensing the seriousness in my tone. "What, Mommy?"
Jayden clears his throat softly, leaning closer to Abby. "Abby, honey, Grandma Lucy isn't going to chome
from the hospital."
Abby's brow furrows in confusion. "Why not? Is she going to live in another house? Aunt Cass, are you going with
her?"
"No, no kiddo, I'm staying here with you for now."
"Well why is Grandma Lucy not coming home?"
| glance at Cass and | see the tears in her eyes, feel my own.
"Because, sweetie," | say gently, "Grandma Lucy has gone to heaven."
"Heaven?" Abby repeats, her voice small. "Like the sky? How?"
"Yes, like the sky." | explain, feeling a lump form in my throat. "She's in a place where she won't be sick or hurt
anymore. But it also means that we won't be able to see her again. But she will always be in our hearts." 210
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Abby's eyes widen with understanding, and her lip begins to quiver. "Is this like bubbles, my fish?"
"Yeah Sweetle. It's like that." Jayden says of her goldfish that she lost last year. "Like Bubbles. They went to
Heaven with the angels."
"But... but | don't want Grandma Lucy to go to heaven. | want her to stay here. | will miss her too much."
Cass, who has been holding it together, suddenly breaks down, tears streaming down her face as she gets up
and goes to wrap her arms around Abby. "I know, Abby. I'll miss her too."
Seeing Cass so emotional makes Abby's tears fall as well. "Why did she have to go, Aunt Cass?"
Cass shakes her head, trying to hold back her sobs. "I don't know, sweetheart. | don't know. But she'd been very
sick and it was her time."
Anne moves closer, her presence calming as she gently rubs Abby's back. "Sometimes people have to leave us,
Abby, even when we don't want them to. But Grandma Lucy loved you very much, and she'll always be in your
heart." Abby sniffles, her face buried against Cass's shoulder. | want her to cback."
"I know, baby," | say, my voice breaking. "But she's in a good place now, and she's looking down on you,
watching over you."
Is she an angel now?"
"She's the brightest angel with the biggest wings." Cass sits on the chair next to Abby and pulls Abby into her
lap, holding her close as they cry together.
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The sight of them both grieving, so connected in their pain, brings tears to my own eyes. This is hard. | feel
Jayden's hand on my shoulder, a silent reminder that we're in this together.
"Is Grandma Judy in heaven too?" Abby suddenly asks, her tear-streaked face turning to Jayden. "I haven't seen
her in a long time. Is she gone too?"
Jayden tenses beside me, and | can see the conflict in his eyes. He's been firm about cutting Judy out of our lives,
but Abby's innocence and sadness has to make it harder for him to stay resolute.
"No, Abby," Jayden says softly, choosing his words carefully "Grandma Judy isn't in heaven. She's still here, but...
she's not able to see us right now."
"Why not?" Abby asks, her voice full of confusion. "Doesn't she love us anymore? I'm going to her castle, and she
said she'd loveforever."
Jayden takes a deep breath, his hand tightening around mine under the table. "Sometimes, grown-ups have
problems, and they need tto figure things out. It's not because of you, Abby. I'm sure you can visit with her
too." "Will she go to heaven one day?" Abby's voice is so small, so vulnerable, that it tears at my heart.
"Everyone goes to Heaven one day. But we don't have to worry about that for a very long time," Jayden
says.
Abby jumps off Cass and throws herself at me. "No, Mommy, no!" Abby screams. "I don't want you to go to
Heaven."
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